The one which is no one | barlong's Blog

I have always been a good player in most things I decide to do. 
Though, there is one thing about me which is quite different from most people. 
Where others record and move on, I can turn myself into a cero point and start a new... I can alter my own essence, my shape, my memories, and always I can alter my life if so I chose. How I live and how I die I can decide each time.

As a demon, or maybe as a living, I can forget myself, but then again, the difference between me and others would be wasted if this was all. The thing is, I don't forget, I alter my cells to forget, but what I am, do not. Everything is transparent to me.

Honestly, I have never seen anything whole, not as a mass. If I could see things as solid as a rock, it would be something. But at last, I do this not. I have wondered... what is whole? I have never seen whole before. Humans do not see whole, neither do spirits or other beings. Yet, am I the only one to notice? 

One time, I am sure I saw whole, but I can't recreate it. 
Of the few things I can not recreate, this is one. The wholeness of it all. One do not realize how special it is until it happen. I can be so much, yet of things I can control I don't hold much power. It's seems strange. Weird to consider how far we have come, and look at humans and know how far they think they have come. While we still search to reach that place so far beyond. Humans are kinda full of themselves. 

I don't really know what I intend with this... perhaps I just want to affirm that there are things even spirits seek, and that humans don't even know half. Such knowledge... to much for humans. 

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